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  • in reply to: 16 years on Adderall #181160
    mysteriousmarissa
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    I too am having the similar weight gain issues. I have been on regular 30Mg 2X day generic adderall and preferably TEVA, the Football shaped orange salted ones or the Aurbindino manufacture if it’s my only other generic option. I started around 2013/2014 while in college and it helped me big time. I always had fun taking a sports course for credit like a Spin, Surfing, Stand-Up paddling etc. and I lost an amazing amount of weight and was becoming even more toned and slimmer. I loved it and felt happy inside. But my family on the other hand were horrible to me and “worried” my moms a perfectionist and she was just jealous and my older brothers would tease me. They were comfortable being chubs and put me down so much I hated it. I look back realizing how foolish I was to even listen to them and “eat more” I was the happiest and healthiest ever! All my friends knew it and my energy and drive for work school fun and friends was never better. Now fast forward and I have gained weight and it’s a bit harder to lose it but understandable as it takes time and a good attitude that I am expecting to be at a lower weight (I am 34yrs old now). But yeah, 30mg 2X a day and sometimes less lately since it feels like I am phasing out of it. I also have Xanax currently at 2MG 1 x a day as needed and a while back less than a year ago I had Xanax 2 MG 2 x a day / as needed. I still don’t get the whole “Xanax” obsession. But it does help when I really really really need it. But yes, other doctors would be shocked like “how much do you take? What? 2mg?” Ughhh annoying some doctors (that was this year when I was being treated in the ER for Influenza type A. But anyways, I feel all you peeps out there with this weight gain and fatigue dilemma. I am taking less adderall and cutting them in half at 15 in morning 7AM and 15mg around 1-2pm. I also take dr. Swartz probiotics, smarty pants women’s daily gummy vitamins, and all those other good probiotic ones etc. I hope we get better feel better and last but not least look better too!!! Cheering you all on !! Keep me / all on this post updated please!

    in reply to: Songs That Speak To You #114473
    mysteriousmarissa
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    “I’m all out of hope
    One more bad dream could bring a fall?
    When I’m far from home
    Don’t call me on the phone
    To tell me you’re alone
    It’s easy to deceive
    It’s easy to tease
    But hard to get release
    Eyes without a face (les yeux sans visage)
    Eyes without a face, got no human grace your eyes without a face
    I spend so much time
    Believing all the lies
    To keep the dream alive
    Now it makes me sad
    It makes me mad at truth
    For loving what was you
    Eyes without a face (les yeux sans visage)
    Eyes without a face, got no human grace your eyes without a face
    When you hear the music you make a dip
    Into someone else’s pocket then make a slip
    Steal a car and go to las vegas oh, the gigolo pool
    Hanging out by the state line, turning holy water into wine
    Drinkin’ it down
    I’m on a bus on a psychedelic trip
    Reading murder books tryin’ to stay hip
    I’m thinkin’ of you you’re out there so
    Say your prayers
    Say your prayers
    Say your prayers
    Now I close my eyes
    And I wonder why
    I don’t despise
    Now all I can do
    Love what was once
    So alive and new
    But it’s gone from your eyes
    I’d better realize
    Eyes without a face (les yeux sans visage)
    Eyes without a face, got no human grace your eyes without a face
    Such a human waste your eyes without a face
    And now it’s getting worse”

    Songwriters: Billy Idol / Steve Stevens / William Broad
    Eyes Without a Face lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc, BMG Rights Management

    mysteriousmarissa
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    Canax *Xanax* eek, ignore the misspellings. P.s. I usually would take the Teva orange (football shaped ones) 1-2 times daily 30mg. Those r way better. Can’t wait to be myself again and will not have the Aurobindo again. Should have known to call ahead for Teva to make sure it was in stock.

    mysteriousmarissa
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    Great advice thank you!! Love the yoga…motivating I gotta get my butt out there !!!

    mysteriousmarissa
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    Wow. I have been having these exact symptoms and reactions and with lots of sweating. I went to get my yearly physical today but still have felt like a POS. I’ve been moody, depression has kept my emotions on high paranoia alert. It’s horrible with highs and lows like a mofo ! I played some old school 90s music in the AM to get some emotions out of me singing / blasting (Limp Bizkit N2gether Now) while remembering the lyrics to many of his old psycho crazy fun / funny songs that I normally can just shrug off, flow with it, and then play a bunch of other musicians to cool down like Dwight Yokam or Toby Keith. Anyways, I feel you on this about Aurbindo generic regular release. The fatigue and weird bone chest pains have been on and off. But, this is totally new to me. I don’t know this chest pain sh** and don’t have asthma. I’ve been working out running on the sandy beaches and electric biking with my partner. Even took the Ferrari out today since my babe went to get my the family “suv” Porsche cleaned and the dogs nails clipped lol. But seriously, I placed myself in high adrenal situations and enjoyed it but still the Aurobindo Adderall has been screwing with me more frequently. I still have about 25-30 pills left but it’s starting to bring out the worst in me. The side effects are stronger than anything. I think I’ll phone my very kind psychiatrist’s secretary tomorrow to see what she thinks I should and could do abut changing it up. I’ve been taking Adderall for over 3 years 30mg daily early in the AM and afternoon (only if needed). Also have generic Canax with is like eh, so-so. Also in regards to Adderall auobindo my “psoriasis” skin issues have been really bad lately and a ulcer inside the lip of my mouth. Sounds attractive to mentions that but I gotta keep it real here. Anyways your not alone and even though you posted this a while back, I hope you switched it up. Any recommendations, comments are welcomed too. Thanks again for sharing and reading my late night introverted optimistic fiery rant.

    mysteriousmarissa
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    Mind blowing reading these stories. I used to think marriage was adorable but not so much anymore. Sounds charming to some, but alarming to others. Hug your own heart to sleep. Cry it out and sing it to the moon!

    in reply to: Odd Adderall side effect? #110440
    mysteriousmarissa
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    I would suggest looking up the name of Manufacture listed on your current prescription bottle. Not all generic Adderall’s are the same. I just recently discovered that. And as well as with generic Xanax. Not all generic Xanax are the same. Always Research the Manufacturing company listed on the bottle. And ask the pharmacist to list the names that they have in stock and ones that can be ordered in just for you. They can do this and they can also tell you what other pharmacy’s have it in stock nearby. Best of luck and Godspeed !

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