I just hope there are some resources I can access before and after I get the doctor’s official diagnosis,and I will, trust me. I am starting over for the umpthteen time in my life , because I have problems with paperwork, I earned college scholarships, I went from being a C-Minus student in high school to getting admit to some top Grad schools , I was on the research faculty at a major university and I have very little to show for a 25 plus year career because I get flustered or have panic attacks when it comes to getting Insurance or worse doing my taxes. I am resigned to never retire, which is not a bad thing I just want it to be my choice .
