My Forum Comments
I actually have a short playlist that speaks to i guess the wavelength i feel i’m always in.
It’s sporadic, eclectic, but chill at the same time and it feels really familiar to my brain.
give a listen if you want if you have spotify
Genres are mixed, electronic, hip-hop, pop, metal-ish
On the old soul thing, I have a theory that people with ADHD are more earnest and transparent. I noticed recently that my family is actually really passive aggressive, just really petty things like disconnecting a charger you use, sitting where you sit on purpose, leaving the house suddenly when you know you had plans, I don’t know if I’m selling it, the list could continues forever just trust me.
ANyways, I notice what they’re doing, I acknowledge and ask them not to do it, knowing they’ll do it again. But that’s it. I get bored thinking of ways they maybe expected me to react or retaliate in some other petty way. I just don’t feel like dealing with it, though me acknowledging that they’re doing has helped ease these weird (boring) tensions
I used to work in a retirement home, and that’s very much how the residents felt like to me. They expressed what they felt and that was it. They were way past the trite social tactics (that I don’t understand and don’t feel like understanding).
I feel you, on the internet I let my adhd go rampant. I don’t necessarily pick fights, but I say what’s on my mind and try to spin it into a joke. For me though. I do stuff that makes me laugh and in turn, for some reason, people have started to like me. But in real life, it’s the opposite. When I let my brain go everyone hates me.