March 27, 2020 at 5:08 am #166612
If my husband chooses to treat his ADHD and expects me to just move forward in this relationship I’m just not sure if I can do it. He’s been so awful to me rages, anger criticism, doesn’t see my nerds at all in fact rallies against them – at times I’ve been scared for my safety. We’re working with a psych who thinks our relationship is salvageable though I’m not sure I can trust him anymore. I feel so burnt out from dealing with it and essentially even though I know it’s all ADHD related I am in an abusive relationship. I don’t get how the non ADHD partner should be expected to forgive and forget when it’s going to be a lifetime of drama no doubt. Especially when he’s not on meds and says he won’t go on them (says that now) and wants me to just essentially stop complaining.
March 27, 2020 at 8:32 am #166628
I’d be hesitant at the statement “it’s all ADHD related.” Behaviors, especially abusive ones, aren’t a result of ADHD. A person may be more vulnerable to certain things, more impulsive, and even struggle with social interactions, but ADHD is not a cause of abuse. That has to do with a person’s choices, character, and overall mental health. It’s important not to let him or the psychiatrist place the responsibility for those things onto the diagnosis. It’s important that you know he can be held accountable for his behavior. He doesn’t get a free pass just because he has ADHD.
Ultimately in moving forward in a relationship that is broken, it’s less about “forgive and forget” and more about, “Do I want a life with this person?” If you don’t, be honest about that. If you do, then you find ways to work on the future rather than trying to hash out parts of the past. You can give each other a fresh start to some extent, but you still take time to provide information to your partner on what hasn’t worked well in the past and what could be different. You do it without blame and from a perspective of change. But, you only do that if you want to maintain the relationship.
Living with and loving someone with a mental illness can be hard. It can be exhausting. It can be heartbreaking. Sometimes we can’t tolerate it or live through it. There’s a lot of weight placed on wedding vows (“through sickness and in health”) but sometimes love or promises can’t stand up to reality. And, if someone is abusive, you shouldn’t continue to be in a relationship that places you in harm’s way or makes you feel unsafe.
Bottom line, he’s still responsible for his own choices and behavior. And you have to decide if you still want to move forward. Reflect on it honestly and consider what life would be like with him if he gets better and if he doesn’t. There’s a chance he may get better and relapse, or a chance that he won’t get better for years. You need to know what your limits are and set that bottom line. Good luck whatever you do!
April 18, 2020 at 1:06 pm #169617
I completely hear you. In a similar situation. My DH did take action to get onto ADHD medication. It was trial and error and still a few years later there can be times of inexcusable, abusive behavior. As this mainly happens when he is not on his meds / waiting for meds to kick in, I had put the abusive behavior down to ADHD. However, his specialist in no uncertain terms told him that the abusive behavior has nothing to do with ADHD.
Depending on the partner (as I do see success stories on the board), I feel that life with ADHD as either the ADHD or non ADHD spouse can be a real rollercoaster. Maybe things will change, but I think as non ADHD partners we need to decide if we can accept the rollercoaster or not and know that changing behavior takes a while. I also think we need to be aware that ADHD does not equal to abuse.
It’s easier said than done. I have not worked it out myself either, but know that you’re not alone in your experience and I hope that it can bring some comfort/courage x
April 20, 2020 at 5:37 pm #169776
Well, Hats off to the Non ADHD partner in the relationship. It takes strength and patience. Hyperactivity and rage is lethal at all points. My fiance does suffer through the same situation. Guess what! We are the sailors of the same boat. But sure a rocky boat! I am of the fact that spouses stick together through thick and thin.
If one suffers, the other must not dwindle. It does feel like quitting the relationship but rather not to live in remorse or guilt.
Later in life, it can lead to depression and anxiety of the healthy partner deserting the one who fell in a health issue. Bingo! There are success stories along with effective treatments so must stay positive.
Being an emotionally intelligent person and dealing with someone very close to my heart, I did sift through some solutions for ADHD along with adopting healthy living habits. I tried telling my partner about some meditative ways, even working with crystals. I know new age spirituality, right. Along with that, I do have a future plan to try medical marijuana though. Anyone has tried it?
Wish me luck. Much love.
April 21, 2020 at 7:29 am #169816
Depending on your situation, Weed doesn’t solve everything. Like anything it can become addictive, and can affect you in other ways.
April 21, 2020 at 12:40 pm #169860
Yes I have been doing some research on it myself too. I do fear about the side effects of such a situation. Medications does exist like Adderall however the dosage is what matters. Wonder what is its taper off impact. For some time or so the dopamine levels mount. How hardly does it hit back after it , that I am not sure. There is Adderall XR but stronger, administered for a longer time. I personally prefer staying away from medication and joining group support or stress treatment methods.
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