It also seems these friends aren’t effected by the incident.
Or maybe they are but the cold shoulder indicates otherwise.
I really want to take a break from this friend. I rarely see her to be honest and this shouldn’t even matter, but it does.
I wake up at night thinking of scenarios in my head where there may be future conflict and what I should have done differently this time.
I always conclude I’m in the wrong, even when in the back of my mind I can justify my action(s). I’ve never really thought about the type of friend I attract or target. Thinking about it, they are all the same- strong, controlling, independent.