Welcome. One of the things that are most helpful is to be able to vent.
No one can choose the “”best” profession for you, but there are things you can do and change course into something more satisfying.
Lists are invaluable. You could make one for like, on for dislike and one for intolerable.
I cannot tell you what occupation is best for you, however if you are artistic, good at drawing and you enjoy it you have a solid start as an illustrator for medical materials from textbooks to articles in, for example, People magazine.
There are other occupations you can follow and enjoy as long as you don’t close the door before you look inside.