It is a lot of Adderall, but some people need a high dose to see the benefits (Maybe your metabolism is super high?). With so much Adderall being sold illegally, practitioners are really cracking down on prescriptions out of fear. It could be that she’s worried you’re taking half and selling half. It could be that she just doesn’t like the idea of an individual taking so much stimulant.
Unfortunately, you need to come to a place of mutual trust somehow, or find a new clinician for medication management.
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