You sound like you could have, I say because I do have it and can totally relate to what youre saying. Try one or two or all of the self tests on here…you may find a lot of things start to add up! Also subscribe to the Jessica McCabe youtube channel How To ADHD. I found these things life changing for me…Organised Housewife is also and excellent program – totally worth the value. I took a self test on here or somewhere else and got 100% LOL!! Took a huge load off my negative self talk because if you have ADHD guaranteed you work harder than those who don’t, but somehow still get way less done. I am not a professional but I have first hand experience, and have managed to marry and given birth to a whole troop of ADHD’ers.