I can relate to what you’re feeling. I’m in the same place, feeling hopeless. Under MD approval, weaned off Lamictal bc of concerns that there may be a relationship with drug-induced lupus, as my bloodwork results were abnormal. Before weaning, I was struggling with mental fogginess and fatigue, neither which have resolved. Unfortunately, the depression has worsened. MD said that it would take 6 months for the Lamictal to be out of my system to repeat the bloodwork.