I love to have problems to solve. The problem makes me feel stressed but I enjoy solving them. The most enjoyable times as a train driver was when things went wrong.
Now I am working in a shop behind a register and have trouble to stay focused.
The fights with family sounds very familiar to me and also broke almost all contact.
When I speak people don’t understand me and always get the wrong idea.
I say something out of kindness and people get angry and frustrated.
Now my focus is on learning how to speak more to myself and less to others. If I don’t talk to others, they can’t get angry (I hope?).