Amb I just looked this up and discovered this comment section, but now I know that people have WAY worse ADHD problems than me. You’re not alone, I’ve trashed relationships and dissapointed people more times than anyone could wish. Really, I hope your situation improves and that everything can get back on track in your life. It may not help a lot considering I can’t really relate my problems to yours, but you could try meditation to help relive a bit of stress, it’s helped me in the past with hectic days and panic attacks, it could possibly help you. Try to keep a positive mental attitude and continue working hard, you’ll reach your goal one day!!