Thanks, I tried just taking notes but frankly the meetings aren’t that information packed and I had major difficulties. I even tried writing a “script word for word of what was said it was hard.
I’ve talked to my supervisor one on one about my anxiety and they responded poorly. They told me to “learn to deal and that I was “old enough to have learned how to respond in social situations”. When I voiced it to HR they said that I should maintain a boundary that is professional and not discuss personal ideals. While that HR rep is no longer with the company, I don’t know about voicing things again and face the same discussion with my supervisor about another “personal issue” I have.