Isn’t it nice to have a place to turn to and express our worries? I don’t have solutions really, because you are the most qualified one to find those that will prove helpful. However, I also battle with emotional outbursts and hormones..etc.. I found a quote last week that helped me through the week. It goes,” Don’t punish your suitor for past mistakes. Learn to love and appreciate him for his most excellent qualities. You won’t change him, so it is futile to try.” I am enthused about the forgiveness part, not pulling away emotionally and trying not to pull away physically either! best wishes..