Hi, I feel the same. I think I have used anxiety to keep my head above water my whole life and now I have a child it feels dangerous to be on hyperdrive all the time. I feel like I am stuck on an endless treadmill of doing the things I am worst at (cleaning, organising etc) (badly) with no time for the stuff I am great at. I have no idea how to make it better. Anyone got any ideas? Does medication help?