Hey, thank you to everyone who responded. I told my parents about it and they are supportive and are going to get me to talk to my doctor and therapist about it. The autism thing was also interesting to hear, I never even considered that but it would make sense since my siblings and cousin have it as well. Anyway, I am also going on Zoloft soon for anxiety so maybe that will help as well. I guess I will see what will happen with official diagnoses but either way thanks to everyone for the help.