Not sure if this convo is still active but Jade- I don’t think I have ever read something more accurate to how I feel. I search the internet constantly for answers and am always researching what I could have going on. I get extreme highs and extreme lows but it is all determined by the people’s moods that are around me. When somebody is upset about something, I feel so down and sad and the person is like…what’s the matter with you?! But when everyone is in a good mood and happy it’s like Christmas time for me! There’s nothing that makes me happier. But the first sign of a drop, it hits me hard.
Anyways, hope you see this! It would be nice to chat with someone about these feelings!