Yea don’t do that. I can relate. It’s all in your head. You just think it helps. i had the exact same vibe. Also I had bad anxiety from adderall. With the alc it will become a thing if it already isn’t a thing. Trust me that’s bad news bears real quickly. It actually is making shit worse. The anxiety actually might be related to the alc. In my case it ended up being that way. The alc helps cope with stimulant come down. No bueno trust meh.