I have taken adderall for years. I found that it killed my sex drive, and wellbutrin made me want to kill myself. I have quit taking all of it. I run daily and I am cleaning up my diet. I also had surgery to treat my sleep apnea, I am hoping that will help with my depression and anxiety. I lived my life ashamed with my flaws. I am tired of that. I want to live my life proud of who I am.