…I see no other option but to split up.
But when I sit down with our child and look into his eyes I can’t do it.
I know he wants me to end it, then everything he’s ever said about me will be true.
If he engaged more I’d hate him back, but he’s just an inconvenience taking up space.
He offers and contributes nothing to our lives. Nothing at all.
Based on your post, I’d have been gone a long time ago.
Hopefully, you’ve found some place to go that is safe for you
and your son.