Just realised that I have posted on this topic here before, I re-read my first post and am struck by how (relatively) optimistic I appear there, I seem to have gone downhill a bit since then.
I have to find a way to get out of this-I fear a downward spiral as I am disappointed with the effects of the Lisdexamphetamine-it has not had any effect on my concentration but has given me the energy to do the same error-prone, pointless and futile shit I do anyway-but for much longer, I am disillusioned and have to try something else.