The rejection thing!
I’ve spent time in a mental state of panic and unrest trying to lure and win over a conquest.
Only to wander again after 6 months.
There was a long period where I didn’t have a relationship last over 4 weeks.
I thought there was something wrong with me.
Haha, there was!
I watched my friends settle down and wanted to, but it didn’t happen for ages. Not until I broke the cycle.