Thanks for your reply and I appreciate your advice (I know these things you say are true I’m just lying to myself). I agree with everything you said. It will make matters worse. I won’t be able to go home when I get upset. He says he cares and loves me but I told him doing and saying something are two completely different things. He even said he wants kids when the topic came up a couple times and I said “so I can take care of them all the time while you’re at work until 10pm?” No thanks. I really want this relationship to work but he’s not putting the effort in.