Thank you Chuk for sharing. Yep your experience sounds so similar. As far what I think I should do…I am going to add structure, as if I am working (actually I do have a part-time job. Instead of worrying about all I want to do…I will pick one or two and schedule my involvement AND in that structure I have to schedule guilt-free time for myself. Your personal story helped convince me about my need for structure. As Nike says…Just Do It!