Thanks so much for your responses and sharing your personal stories. I think it is going to be a long road to acceptance and realizing I am just not going to be like the other moms and will have to be okay with things being far from perfect and/or much simpler. It is so hard to not blame myself for these short comings and hope my children will not be too effected which I always worry about not being a good enough mom for them. Thanks again! It is helpful to know I am not alone and other moms are struggling too.