So glad that you wrote this! It does all make sense now! Now that I’ve read your post! It was like reading something completely dead on about my self!! This is crazy! I thought that I was alone living in this madness! That no one else experienced any of what I’ve been going thru and struggling with in life… but literally everything that you listed, that you go thru, daily, I also deal with, daily!! So what’s next?? What do I do now?? Please help, because I feel like such a failure as a person as a parent as a daughter! I feel like the biggest loser!! Please help me!!! Please!!!