I also literally can’t get things done, I find managing money nd household admin difficult, I am able to do it but the lack of motivation and stress make it difficult
I have black and white thinking, very little grey.
I also can be destructive, I delete my social media and then start over, delete people and then add them, delete them again, I am extremely indecisive. It’s like I have 2 brains working against each other, I literally could sign a business contract and change my mind immediately after!