I’m not sure I have any answers, but if it helps I feel just like you at the moment. My kids are older, but aside from that I read your post saying “yes! Me too! Yes!”. I have not been officially diagnosed, but I did go through some research on this last year and I am pretty sure I have ADD. I feel like I have been flailing my entire life. And it’s bringing me down. Also keep in mind that this is a hard time of year. New Year’s resolutions quickly come and go. Maybe pick one thing. I just joined a program that starts this week called uncluttered. It from a guy Joshua that can be found on social media with – living minimalist or something like that. Anyway – Injust want you to know you aren’t alone. Hang in there – one step at a time.