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Ranma
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I’m really into Japanese manga and anime, Ranma is a character that I can identify with.
I take genetic Concerta for A.D.D.
I’m artistic, my botany prof suggested I look into being an illustrator because I love science. But RSD creeps in and I’m my own harshest critic, and all I can see are the flaws in anything I draw.
I like woodworking and metal fabrication and RSD affects these also.
It sucks, when people praise what I can do and create my mind can only see the flaws because this or that wasn’t absolutely perfect.
There are a frightening amount of things I’ve given up on because of a tiny little detail wasn’t perfect and all I can think is everyone will see and criticize it.
It touches every part of my life, there are so many things I want to do but this thing in my head says “it’s not going to be prefect so don’t bother trying”