Congrats on your wedding!!!! 😊 good advice too.
I had a similar fear of being bullied or causing someone to be bullied. I’ve also never really had close friends I trusted before.
I do want to have some sort of smidge of evidence this guy might like me back before going all out. I dunno I am kinda insecure I guess and I have trouble with feeling accepted even when I am 😜
Did you ever ease into “throwing the stick of dynamite” with people?