YES!! I totally relate to this:
Barzilla: I had repeated one lie so many times that I had actually formed a false memory of said lie.
I have trouble differentiating between lies and actual memories. So much I sometimes have to check (my internal monologue goes crazy while I try to figure out what lie I told who)
I am new on here and it is such a relief to read people’s posts. I have felt odd and different all my life. I now know why.