Well don’t be sad for me because that’s patronising!
I didnt want to be found out for telling a lie. I certainly don’t want friends understanding or sympathy, I’m not a victim!
I just need to stay controlled as much as I can, don’t talk too much in unfamiliar surroundings or with new people. My lies these days are labelled white lies I think. Not the end of the world.
I am insanely independent so I guess that’s why I don’t reach out much.