I am both ADHD (10 years of refusing meds) and - sigh - bulimic, much to my dissatisfaction.

Anyway I spend my days doing nothing, setting myself high perfectionist standards and live in dirt I'm clearly ADHD I have my papers but the problem is that I asked for what I wanted, will this reduce the chances of me getting exactly that? I know some people abuse these things so this is why I am curious.

Quite honestly I just want my doc to medicate me before I medicate myself with anything I can find with a skull and cross bone image on the back, printed in orange, because a life without focus is getting hard to live.

I have no life... & I need one now

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