That's what I feel like since I moved down to NC from Mass. I keep thinking it was my "impulsiviness" . I had everything there Doctors for my kids, (3) good friends which is so rare for me, a great paying job. Can someone explain to me why I needed or felt the need to make a change! I continue to sabotage myself. I'm never happy or satisfied. What is wrong with me.. the move didn't make me feel any better. If anything I feel worse about myself and alone. Since I've been in NC , I've had a fight with my brother, I don't talk to his wife, I'm mad all the time, I work crapping hours with less pay. and both of my kids loss their 504 accomodations and IEP and did i mention my marriage is not where it should be just to add fuel to the flames.

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