Hi I have a daughter which I had when I was 18 unplanned and I had post partum with her probably bc I was absolutley not ready and scared etc and I didn't find out I was ADD until after I had her I was not a good person and I believe I have become a lot better of a person all around. Well her dad and I ddint work out he was abusive she loves him very much though and thinks the world of him. She is now turning 4 and she is a great kid. Sometimes though I get overwhelmed mentally and then my brain goes dead. I get overwhelmed by the smallest things too and I feel horrible bc of it. I get overwhelmed by noise chaos etc. And I wish I didn't. I'm with another man who I love and we plan to get married in the next couple years but I want to do it right this time the best I can. I want aty least one more child and will I be able to do it? I want it so bad though. I can't seem to find a way out of being overwhelmed I'm a stay at home mom which is hard because inot having a job makes me feel like crap about myself. Does anyone have advice for me and my daughter how to cope/deal and how to prepare for future plans.. Thx

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