These days I am finding that as I get older my ADD gets better .... I am also finding that as I get older , I become more comfortible with who I am as a person , being more comfortible in my own skin , being comfortible being an ADD woman in a some times non ADD world . I will be honest it's taken me 10 yrs to become comfortible with who I am , in the last 10 yrs I have gotten to where I really don't care what people think of me , don't get me wrong I still try to always make a good first impression , especially when I meet someone for the first time , how ever i have gotten to where i don't care if you like me or not , if you don't want to take the time to get to know me as a person & get to know who I am deep down on the inside, then that's on you , you are the one missing out getting to know a great person . I have also noticed that as i get older I find that I enjoy learning more , I have gotten to where I enjoy reading more & writing more than watching tv , unless there is particualr show that is on , I enjoy journaling, scrapbooking , blogging or cross stitching , once I have tought my self how to cross stitch , I want to lean how to crowshea , I know that might sound crazy but my mom is very much into crafts , my grand mother was an adved quilter , loved to scrapbook , loved to cross stitching ect ect . These days hubby has gotten to where he claims that I am lazy , simply because i don't clean the house, such as dusting , mopping , sweeping the house once a week the way he wants me to , I will fully admit that I absolutely hate cleaning house , dusting ect ect , how ever it's only been in the last 5 yrs that I have gotten to where i absolutely dispize cleaning house . I think a big part of that has been due to hubby's OCD which has steadly gottne worse in the last 5 yrs , I have gotten to where I just don't want to bother with it !!! simply because I know that he's going to come right back arround & grade me of how i cleaned something , that right there, really makes me feel as tho I am a child , that he's my parent checking to see how i did on my chores , on top of that 'he's a perfectionest so if I haven't cleaned the way he likes it , he will pick at it and make comments about it , there for leaving me feeling as tho nothing I do is ever good enough . I will be honest it really aggrovates me that hubby will so often spend so much time pointing out what I am not doing as far as my chores arround the house, yet here he is with a a to do list a mile long , he has so many prodjects that need to be done , it's not even funny , hubby thinks he can multi task and get some of his prodjects done three at a time , yet I keep telling him to just relax and do one prodject at a time . Fact of the matter is the man is like a non stop roll o coaster , one minute he's up , the next he's down , he goes from the one thing to another and never seems to slow down , which of course absolutely wears me out !!!

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