hello ladies its been a while since I have written , things are going ok , I have my good days and my bad days , its been almost 11 months since giving up my son and there isn't a day that I do not think about him , there isn't a day that I do not miss him . I will be honest I am ok not being allowed to have any contact with my son however the thing that really bother's is the fact that his adoptive parents wouldn't even consider sending me a progress report on my son along with a couple of pictures once every six months , ever since I gave him up in May 09 , I have yet to get any kind of update on my son , the only pictures I have now are the pictures I recieved in the mail June of 09 , since then I have not heard anything , his adoptive parents have my mom's address so its not like they don't have some sort of address for me . Truth of the matter is I feel as tho my son's adoptive parents have done everything they could to erase me from my son's life all together , I only got to meet my son's adoptive parents once , the only information I got on my son's adoptive parents and the family dienamics was that the adoptive father was some sort of pastor , the rest of the family is kinda like my family on my mom's side, lots of aunts , uncles, brother's , sister's ect ect , how ever I wasn't given a chance to get to know the family down deep , I didn't even get to meet the adoptive mother Grace , I didn't want to say anything at the time , because I kinda felt that I didn't have that right , after everything that happeded up to that point . It just bother's me in the fact that my son's adoptive parents can't seem to take five minutes out of their busy shedule once every six months to write me a progress report on my son and send me some up todate pictures , I mean you would think that if these people are as christian as they claim to be , they could just let me know how my son is doing , plus It would give me a chance to see how my son is growing up .

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