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24 Feb 2010 @ 1:37 AM
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Marijuana - Better than anything and everything

Before I offer my advice which is most likely going to be viewed as "stupid", "not legitimate/proven" and the like, I would like to quickly introduce myself. My name is Brandon (No Last Name), I'm a 15 year old male currently living in the GTA. Recently, I was found to be in possession of a knife and two grams of marijuana while at school. The knife (2 inch blade), I had on me because I live in a rough area and due to my size, I always like to have the pocket knife on me just in case anything happens. As for the marijuana, there was really no excuse for having that on me at school, I realize now that it was a stupid thing to do, but whats done is done and I am now going through our local "Youth Referral Program" where I am required to do 20 hours community service, some work, and finish a few drug counseling sessions; if I complete everything before the deadline it is all forgotten and I do not obtain a charge for possession of a controlled substance (yes, that's the only reason the cops were called..). Anyway I could go on forever, lets move on, shall we?

You should have figured out by now, that I am a cannabis user, if not, do society a favor and do not reproduce. Ever.

Ever since I was first diagnosed with ADHD right before starting grade one (skipped JK) I have been on a rainbow of medications over the years (Ritalin, Straterra, Welbutrin, Adderall, etc.) Right now, I have Dexedrine prescribed to me, but I don't exactly use it because I find that it does not affect me whatsoever anymore and all I get is the negative side effects. Literally 10 minutes before I started writing this post my mom and dad came into my room and asked why my Dexedrine bottle never seems to run out, I explained to them, that I have been using the Marijuana to treat myself, of course they really didn't like hearing that from their 15 year old son, even though my dad was a huge stoner back in the day.

I find that the occasional use of cannabis, (yes, occasional), I just have to maybe smoke a joint or two every few weeks and I would be able to concentrate, think more clearly, and socialize ALOT more; even when I wasn't high. I went from 85 lbs to 105 lbs in about a month and a few weeks, I was more friendly toward everyone, and I stopped picking on my 12 year old brother quite a bit, replacing occasionally teasing, and annoying him with homework help, positi- slightly less negative comments (still my brother). Even my mom complimented me on my outstanding behavior when I'm high, even though she never knew that I was. I was getting super effective treatment for super cheap, and without all the nasty, unpredictable side effects. Of course my parents would put an end to that, and they are now taking me off my Dexedrine completely, I'm grounded, and I still have to go to a school during my suspension and expulsion hearing. No matter what I show them, they don't even want to consider that it may be useful as a medicine.

I have way too much that I would like to share with you all about how it has made me so much happier and successful but I don't want to keep writing as it is late, and I still have school tomorrow, so I'm going to list what I was like before & after using marijuana.

-=Before=-

> Shy, quiet.

> Anti-Social ( I had pretty much no friends at all )

> Underweight, never hungry

> Constantly Tired In Class/Lack Of Sleep

> Periods Of Depression, I didn't tell anyone.

> I was picked on quite a bit too

-=After=-

> Happier

> Talkative

> Always wanting to meet new people

> I made a lot of good friends that had my back and stood up for me when I was picked on

> Easier to let my ideas flow, I could think clearly in Math and everything without being frustrated and anxious

> Less Fidgety

> Easier to fall asleep and wake up feeling great

And the list goes on,,,

If you have any questions at all, whether they are personal or not, I'll try to answer them, since I did not want to write more than what I had already written.

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27 Feb 2010 @ 8:32 AM Reply # 1
kdog Join Date: Mon 27th Oct 2008
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Interesting

This sounds like a great topic for a research paper. I would also be interested in whether anxiety is a co-condition of yours or how marijuana may or may not reduce anxiety.

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7 Mar 2010 @ 5:30 PM Reply # 2
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Better than anything?

Hmm.. Your situation/thoughts/feelings are something I myself have dealt with over my life since I was a teenager and now in my 40's. I have been taking Dexedrine for the last 16 years. I have taken the long acting caspules and the quick acting tabs. Over the years I still to have my medication adjusted. I also take 2 other meds. Each one of us who live with this condition have similiar experiences. I call them "textbook" As well as our unique conditions. Getting our meds figured out can be tricky, and successfully done. So have faith!!..Marijuana for me was and is something that I crave. I can get the most clarifying thoughts then but it also is my worst enemy! The cons out weigh the pros for me. I don't use it as addiction for myself is a big part of my ADHD. When I start to have cravings for those kind of drugs, It is MY minds way of needing my medication altered. I live in Canada and the costs of medication and our medical system does not add another stress factor to the equation. IMO if you don't feel right with your meds or thoughts please keep on top of that. I hope you are able to have a good support system! Keep looking if you have to. I was diagnosed at 5 and was raised to ignore it, and my condition was severe. Finding out at your age and educating yourself is SO helpful with self-esteem issues. I am not sure there is anybody with this condition or other similiar conditions that does not have self esteem issues. Then again when we discover our passions we excel to a geneous level. Boredom and laziness are two different issues. We get bored and have to challenge ourselves. I am impressed that you have gone so far as to find this site and post something :). I have two teenage boys that can't figure me out.. I am sure your parents are as confused as my boys get. If you happen to read something that is good and makes sense to you about your condition share it with your parents as knowledge is key to this condition. Take Care..

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