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Is there a place out there for me?
Ok, here I am, after reading and following once again links to cyber confusion, I am trying to find a place where I can go and be understood, be responded to, to be reassured that I am not sinking into depths within that I fear I will not be able to retrieve myself from. I am fixing to be 40 I have managed a carreer, two children with ADHD, on with very severe mental disabilites, a spouse/exspouse that has ADHD, and all as I researched, maintained and controled the home and provided tools, resources, medical etc for my family as I myself tried my best to maintain my own ADHD, OCD etc. Now as I have retreated within, my family is going through intense home therapy to help us be a more productive family, kids are now 19 and 16. I myself am lost, with no one to understand. I thought I could find somewhere in this wide world of the net to blog, therapist thought great idea, but I went unnoticed, where I craze to be acknowledged and responded to. Some out there that is listening to my chatter and release. Is there such a place or am I just living a fanatsy. I dont want someone to call me or visit me, I will only retreat, I just want a place where people knows what it feels like to be.
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