It's been a while since I've writen a post , I will be honest this yr has been an incredibly trying & difficult for jeremy & I , I lost my grand mother back in May and then three weeks after loosing my grand mother I gave my son William up for adoption ( which absolutely broke my heart in to billions of pieces & left me in an emotional wreck ) it was right after that, that jeremy & I moved into our new home , I went into a horrible depression which I didn't really come out of until November , then in November Jeremy & I had 4 yrs of our life savings stolen which since then we've really had a hard time finanually the only thing that seemed to bring me out of my depression was jeremy & I getting our dog maggie whom has made me smile for the first time in 6 months - the only two good things that came out of 2009 was us getting our home together and us getting our dog . I will be honest I am so happy to see 2009 off and pray to god that 2010 is going to be a heck of a better yr , jeremy & I only have 4 really important things that we want to work on 1) working on having a closer relationship with god , even if it's going to church on sunday mornings , 2) to strengthen our relationship by going to the female ADD/ ADHD therphist so we can work on communicating better, 3rd) for jeremy to distance himself from his family ( even tho he can't completely cut himself off from his family ) how ever learn how to cope with having such a disfunctional family and finally putting himself first .

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