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I can so relate
I am in the same place as you. I was diagnosed about 4 years ago while I was in college. Life was okay for a while after getting on medication. I lost that job as well as the insurance and medications. Evntually I found another job and started working to get the meds all situated again. This time I'm dealing with ADHD, depression, and migraines. All the doctors wanted to do were give more and more meds. I am very sensitive to medications and the combination of what I was given caused serious temporary issues with my heart. Due to my health and downsizing I have lost that job too.
The last time I went to my doctor he told me he could do nothing else for me and to go see a psychiatrist. I was trying to do that when I lost my job. I seen one psychiatrist whie I still had my insurance. Then another one while getting temporary medical through the state. Now I'm working with a program and they sent me to yet another on for two appointments. I feel like a drug test subject out of control. I am now living with ADHD, migraines, depression, stress and panic attacks that keep me pretty much at home. I also have learning disabilities that affect my ability to get and keep a decent job.
I have no where to turn for help. No doctors, no counselors, no family, and no friends. I am a wreck trying to raise my 2 kids at home and come to terms with another one who moved across the state immediately after graduation. I am lost, and temporarilly partially medicated. I need someone who can work with me for a while.
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