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Looking to Relate with Other ADHDers.
Hi, I am new here. I have yet to be diagnosis, but I am supposed to be going to the psychiatrist on July 13, I think. My family physician would not treat me.
I am not sure exactly what made the idea pop into my head that I might be ADHD, but when I was surfing the net (which I often do) I came across the symptoms, and I knew it was me. The symptoms were so me, I am almost not sure what my personality really is like. All the quirks I have may just be a mental health problem.
These are the symptoms I have been experiencing recently, though I know I had them all my life even to the point that they are some of my first memories.
1. I google every thought that pops into my head and spend only about an hour of my eight hour day doing work. Thus I found this site.
2. I have applied, been accepted, and attended 3 different graduate schools since 2006 and have yet to finish one class. (I am supposed to start again in August, which is a major reason why I am seeking help.)
3. I am so distracted by my racing thoughts that I have several time lapses during the day. For example, I am in a rush to get to work and while I am getting ready I start to daydream in the shower and spend 10 minutes more then I usually do in there. (I have been written up at work for tardiness and failure to complete tasks.)
4. I have not gone to work because I cannot find clean clothes in my piles of laundry.
5. When I finally decide to clean up a little I can never get finished because I discover something I was looking for that distracts me or I just get overwhelmed with the impossible disorganized mess.
6. I take things so literal, that sometimes I completely miss other people’s humor, though I know I have a sense of humor.
7. I flip out when my husband or my children ask me to do something while I am focused on something else. I also flip out just when people are talking while I am trying think or focus.
8. I have an “I’ll do it tomorrow” attitude about everything, even things I desire to do.
9. I am so incredibly forgetful about everything. For example, I have a therapy appt. every week once a week for one of my children. It is at 5:45pm, at 5:00pm when I get off of work I pack and get ready to go so I will be prepared for the appointment. At 5:30pm I have decided to set out my clothes for tomorrow so I can get ahead, then at 7:00pm I remember I am supposed to go to an appointment.
10. I have three children whom I love, but I attribute their conception to my poor pill taking skills.
I could go on and on, but how much of a post do you want to read. I spoke to my husband last night about thinking that I may be ADHD and I described the symptoms I read about online. I thought he was going to reject the idea, but I think agreed with the idea more than I did.
I want to try medication, but I don’t want to be a different person.
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