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Concerned
I have been looking for a community like this for a long time. I have been taking Concerta 36mg for almost 4 years. I recently went to the doctor and he told me my blood pressure was high. I am 27 years old, exercise 3-4 times per week (lift weights, light cardio and yoga), eat healthy, don't carry much stress with me and sleep well. I weigh 140 pounds and am 5'10''. The only reason I could think a blood pressure reading would show up high is because of my medication. I have not told anyone about my medication. All the guilt I have felt for my four years on medication has come to a head with this blood pressure reading and am now debating if I should quit the medication, how tough that will be and what lifestyle changes will be required.
It started in college for me. I was having trouble studying and a friend introduced me to Adderall. I took it illegally every once in a while when I really needed to focus for exams or papers. I had never experienced motivation and focus like that. Because of how much I enjoy learning and reading, being able to do so with such vigor was exciting. After finally feeling like my life was missing something without the medication 3 years after first exposure, I went to the doctor/therapist and was diagnosed with ADHD. Since I have been on the medication, I have been a top performer professionally and in many other aspects of my life. It kills me to attribute my success to the drug, but it's definitely a major part of the story.
I know there are no studies that report long-term harm from ADHD medication, but without a doubt, my heart rate is faster because of it and I just can't get over the fact that my body on this medication is not a natural state of existence. And to read studies that say these drugs are no different than cocaine is not comforting. Besides, I just can't imagine myself on this medication for the rest of my life. I want to come off the drug, but am afraid of withdrawal and reverting to the sub-par mental capacity I lived with four years ago.
Does anyone have a similar story or sentiment that can offer me some advice on what to do? Should I quit the medication? How should I do it? What kind of withdrawal should I expect? What have others found most effective as alternative treatments?
Graciously yours
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Last edited by MySecretADD : 20 Mar 2009 @ 5:15 PM.
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