Hey everyone , what's up ? I'm doing ok , I've been battling a nasty flu bug for the last week or so , Jeremy came down with the flu at the first of the month , and then he gave it to me , well last week I was really sick , fever , chills - it took a couple of days of muson x and Zicam to get ride of the fever , the chills - now I'm just really stopped up, I have a horrible cough , my ears are all stopped up - now I just have a plain old sinus infection . Over all I'm ok , everything has been going good , I still have not gotten any up to date pictures of William , Now I'm not going to sit here and lie and say that the last 2-3 months haven't been extremely hard on me , because they have . I've been working through a lot of feelings and a lot of thoughts . Some of the comments that Jeremy has made the last two months have really up set our relationship , simply because Jeremy isn't a parent & he's not really truly able to understand what I've been going through with this whole custody mess with William . So we've not been seeing eye to eye on everything concerning William . Now I am happy that I know where Willia is at , and I know who is with , since the family team meeting with DSS last week , I feel a lot better about this whole adoption recommendation but I am still going through a lot of feelings , I have yet to the meet the foster mother , I have only had one meeting with my case worker & the foster father & the foster grand mother . It's going to take several more family team meetings & getting to know this foster family , to feel comfortable with going through the whole adoption , and starting that process .

In other news I have stumbled upon a wonderful web site for ADD/ ADHD - I actually came upon it here on ADDitude - here's the name of the site if anyone is interested http.// adderworld.ning . com / , then there's ADD/ ADHD Tribe , as well as ADDmoms . I can not tell you how wonderful these sites are . Well I just figured I would check in , see what was going on ..

be good everyone

xoxoxo Melissa

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