Man I can't believe that the year 2008 is almost over with , man I tell ya it's been one heck of a year , crazy , stressful year @ that . Even with the stressful events & all the tests that Jeremy & I have faced this year , we have become even stronger both indivually & together as a couple . The fact that Jeremy & I have stayed comitted to each other for the last 8 yrs , even in a non ADD/ ADHD world is truly god working his miricle . I know that there have been times when I didn't feel as tho I had any more strength in me to go on , after loosing custdy of William because of the whole bee's nest that LesLie stired up , Jeremy has been the one who has kept me going & keeps telling me that god is going to work things out & that I will reunit with William & have a relationship with my son , no matter what any one says . I'll be honest I could never imagine my life without Jeremy , even tho we have our times when we fuss & disagree , with out Jeremy my life would be boaring & meaningless - to say the least there is never a dull moment with Jeremy that's for sure , that's why I love him so very much because he's always suprising me lol - Jeremy & I are really looking forward to 2009 , now that we have this beautiful 2 bed/ 2 bath trailor , we have decided to trust god , take a leap of faith & start our family - we feel that we are ready & have felt ready for a long time but haven't told any one - alot of people that we are close too seem to think that we aren't but we feel we are - we already have money saved & put back so finances are not a problem - we figured when god feels it's time it will happen - mean while we just continue to live life like we are . I know that I am looking forward to going back to school in the spring to start my GED classes , then go on to take the computer classes , so that I can persue my degree graphic web design & trust god to provide us with what we need .

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