Well I've been up since 7:30 this morning when jeremy got up to take a shower to get ready to go to work , thank god the paving crew finally got a job - to say the least this yr has sucked for the family paving business , the gas shortage doesn't help things @ all . To say the least the last week or so hasn't been easy dealing with the fact that my uncle ( my mom's only brother) suffered a massive heart attack last monday & sadly passed away the next day - im still in shock that he's gone & now I'm extremely worried about my aunt Jane ( my mom's sister) she has heart problems as well , now she's going to be all by herself taking care of my grandmother ( even tho my grandmother is in nursing home) my aunt is that dedicated to my grand mother , i'm just worried if my aunt doesn't start taking better care of herself that she's going to end up like my uncle. Poor Jeremy bless his heart, if it wasn't for him my mom wouldn't have gotten out of her house and moved into her one bed one bath apartment that she is living now , to say the least my mom is reallly happy in her apartment , she finally has some peace and doesn't have to worry with taking care of that hudge house . Now all we're waiting is for my mom's pain Dr at the VA to come back into town , so that away my mom can get an appointment set up so she can see about getting some sort of home health services , so that some of the stress can be taken off of both Jermy & myself - there for she can become more independent , and giving Jeremy and I a break for once. I of course have done nothing this weekend, for the first time in two weeks , kinda glad Jeremy went to work because that gives me a chance to finally just breathe & relax . Oh i hope the fact that jeremy & the paving crew are paving in another county that maybe he'll be able to fill our gas jug ( given the fact that all the gas stations here in Asheville NC ( Buncombe county) are all tapped out of gas . so im hoping that this gas crises gets resolved soon

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