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Hi, Just read through your message and the replies. I've been on Concerta, and Adderall XR. I now take Adderall XR 25mg (started at 5mg and worked my way up to the perfect dosage).
You mentioned before if taking meds is a lifetime commitment, or if you "eventually" get better and can stop taking them. The interesting thing is I now skip my meds on weekends or certain days and I'm actually more focused and less impulsive then I have ever been. Many of the symptoms of ADD become established habits, and now that I've taken a stimulant that made me feel I could sit still, I feel more able to sit still off medication than before. But, realistically you will always have the focus/impulse problem for the rest of your life. It's a big challenge, but even without medication if you setup a rigorous schedule and organizing system for your life - you can prevent it from taking quality away from your life.
Another thing which I can relate to, is the side effect equation of the drugs. I want to tell you, because I've been in that state of mind too - if you are "looking" for side effects, you will find them. I decided one day I was done looking for side effects, and they disappeared. All stimulants have some side effects, but you need to look at how many they take away.
If your moved off Vyvanse, you will then most likely be placed on Concerta or something Methylphenidate-based (Ritalin, etc.) I've tried them, and I prefer the focus amphetamines give any day over them. But, everything works differently for each person. If you're more hyperactive - it will probably be better. I found they made too much of a zombie.
For the irritability you are talking about, try exercising. I find it really helps, especially at the end of day "wearoff" period. Just make sure you tell the people around you what mood your experiencing, and that you want some time alone. Otherwise, you can end up with saying a bunch of stuff and people taking it far too personal (experience I speak from!)
Good luck!
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