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Walking chaos...slightly managed.
Hello to everyone! Its nice to see so many parents taking a real interest in their children.
I am actually not a parent but a 21 year old gal with ADHD up the gullet. Going through school I had terrible grades, a C average most of the time but my parents were just SO confused by this because I am a smart individual and fully capable of getting A's, I just...couldn't do it. When I was in my second year of college I had just had it. I was so frustrated and upset with my inability to manage the things around me and my inability to make decisions I decided to go see a therapist and was immediately diagnosed with ADHD. Which, completely clued my poor parents in on my poor academic performance and problems in the past. I was put on 27mgs of Concerta and over the course of several months slowly bumbed up the dosage. Over those few months my focus DID improve however it came with a greatly damaging price. I became EXTREMELY depressed. It was such a bad depression that for 6 months I felt so tired and just sick all I could really do was sleep. I would wake up with a very rapid heart beat, chest pain, my heart felt like it would skip beats, and I began having the most horrible nightmares. It felt as if Satan himself had been in my head while I slept because I just did not think such horrible things could go on in my brain. I of course stopped taking the concerta but it took several months for me to FINALLY start feeling even remotely like myself. Awhile after I started taking Aderall and again my heart starting feeling sick and I began to have terrible mood swings as if I was bi polar, and again the nightmares began. Since then I've waited about a year and for the last 4 days have been taking Ritalin and yet again, my heart feels like at any moment I could have a heart attack and the devil is back in my head.
Up until now the only thing that has consistently helped me to relax and calm down and focus...is marijuana. I know of course no mother would willingly give their children marijuana to smoke but the difference that it has had for me has just....literally been life changing. I have been able to go through my life feeling NORMAL for once. My heart feels so much better, my blood pressure has gone down, and it doesn't feel like Satan is feeding me nightmares anymore. Also though, I choose to smoke it in absolute moderation. I'm scheduled to go in for a consultation with a doctor to see if I could get a legal prescription for it. Its really something to think about. You also don't HAVE to smoke it, there are pills, cookies, brownies...you name it. I actually also read an article about a study that USC (I think) did about how marijuana has been linked to help people with ADD/ADHD.
I guess my whole point of this is to say that I as a 21 year old woman can not believe that 9 year olds are taking Concerta, Ritalin, Aderall and whatever else. The next time the topic of medical marijuana comes up in your state/city maybe consider voting for it or even just doing a little research about it.
I have found so many friends my age that have been diagnosed with things such as anxiety and depression etc. And the "medicine" that we have all been prescribed has just made us to feel sicker than we were in the first place. Its just something to think about and open your mind up to a little. I urge everyone to educate themselves if not for yourself or your children then for the people like me and my fellow peers that have found something natural that really truly FINALLY helps me to feel at peace with myself and like a normal freaking person.
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