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New Outlook on Life--Part II
We talked about the possibility of an ADHD diagnosis. He explained how the symptoms would appear somewhat differently in an individual with a high IQ and how my coping skiills may have masked the ADHD. He told me that since I had originally indicated that I didn't have symptoms of ADHD, I would need to provide him some documentation. He told me to read "Driven to Distraction" (I had read it years ago) and consider if I saw myself in any of the examples given. Then, i would have to provide him with examples of each criteria that I met.
I came up with several examples in my life of each of the inattentive symptoms. I didn't have any of the hyperactive/impulsive symptoms. I also typed up a narrative that covered my struggles in life and other symptoms, that although not official criteria, pointed to the likelihood of ADHD. I presented him with 5 typed pages. He was quite impressed.
I had an EKG done (or whatever the test is called) and was started on medication. What a difference!! I couldn't believe the difference it made. Suddenly, I was able to accomplish more, finally tackling piles on my desk that had been sitting there for months. I was more efficient and got things done much more quickly. My reading comprehension improved and I wasn't as confused about some things as I used to be. It was easier to organize my thoughts and I "got" things more quickly. I even found that I was able to relate to others in a more thoughtful way. I felt smarter and more self-confident.
The only side effect I noticed was a decreased appetite. Since I am overweight and want to lose weight, that is a plus to me.
I would love to go back to school and become a neuropsychiatrist but at 47, I don't see that happening. I don't have the time or money to devote to such an undertaking. But I do intend to do something. Just not quite sure what yet.
The experience of treating my ADHD with medication is like putting on eyeglasses for the first time. A whole new world is out there that I was never able to see before. My doctor had described the experience in this way: You have been driving a nice Lexus for years when (upon taking medication), you suddenly realize that the parking brake has been on the whole time. That's a perfect description of how I feel.
Elaine
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