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Hyper-Work
Over the years of misdiagnoses I have managed to succeed (sometimes) by turning on hyper focus. I find that I can use external queues to get me into the state. My office is one spot and if I let go, this post would be far too long. It is not a white room without any distractions, but a white room with one visual point of focus (bright red spot) and one white noise source (ticking clock), I keep it cool, and as people leave, I can focus on my computer screen, idea book, or even have an intense person-to-person conversation (usually rambling with lots of digressions, often boring).
I have noticed the common features of my hyper focus environments and they all involve low stimulation of several senses and a point of focus. There are activities that I like to do when focused. Most involve solving problems. So I try to take the unpleasant task (income tax!) and approach it as a problem to be solved, not as drudge work.
Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.
What I have also noticed is that hyper focus is only effective for a couple of hours. I have stayed focused for 10-12 hours, but my mind will wander all over the place uncontrollably. So, you have to have a way to break out. I am very unpleasant "waking-up" so I don't ask anyone I want to keep as a friend to provide the service. My latest trick is to remind myself that the parking lot doesn't charge after 8pm so it is ok to go home.
My wife of 35 years and a neighbor with ADD sat me down last weekend and convinced me that I fit an ADD pattern. I have lived for forty years with secret diagnoses of schizophrenia just waiting for the guys with the straightjackets to knock on the door. I knew I was different. I knew I was off the charts bright. I couldn't understand why nothing turned out and why I couldn't or wouldn't keep a job for more than a few years. But I knew that there were gifts there, too. For example, learn to speed read and see what you can do when you are focused. It's uncanny.
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